I am going to be a kind mother
I want my baby to come into this world gently
I want to birth her the way I want
My body knows how to do it
My body is made to birth naturally
My body knows exactly what to do
Allah created this body to bear a child and bring them into the world
So I hope that I may be allowed to carry you and deliver you as Allah see fit
I dream to meet you soon
no… I must admit that I am a bit impatient to see you
I am now happy to let you decide whenever that it is your time to arrive
Both me and abah baby are waiting – a bit pensive.. unsure if we will be kind parents to you..
no… Me and abah baby would not be perfect parents.. but we wish to be a kind one that is able to raise you to be a good person
My fear – is failing you.
My fear – is failing myself.
My wish is to have a safe delivery
My wish is to have strength to deliver a healthy you
My wish is to nourish you with my own love and milk
My wish that I can be the kind mother that is able to provide you with all you need
To my family n friends especially to you my dear ohanaya-san/abah baby – I am asking for forgiveness for everything I have done n pray for me
To my dear baby,
You are… my ‘wish’ … my purest ‘wish’ please come true… Soon….
Wish you a smooth delivery..
tq dear…
Wishing you the best of luck and the best of strength
and may Allah protect you and your baby during delivery and may you have a normal, smooth and safe delivery… =) I am starting to freak out too… like big time. I’m in my 33rd week already.. hehe
thankyou nina… hopefully everything will go well